fears

i have paranoias about blasto.

1. that s/he will be 17.5 lbs like that baby in russia. (thanks g.)
2. that s/he will suffer from dissociative disorder or whatever multiple personality disorder is called now, like cynthia nixon's guest character on law and order.
3. that s/he will be crazy, like my groupie student is here.
4. that i will become the crazy pushy mom, like my groupie's mom is.
5. that blasto will suck up our lives and hideyo and i won't have time for each other any more.

the list could probably go on, but today, i am most freaked out about blasto being 17.5 lbs.