omg ...

... i almost just made pretzels.  i am such a smittenkitchen groupie, i disgust me.  i think it was the baking soda bath poaching that has relegated this particular endeavor to a saturday another time.

went to get my paperwork at the district office today.  how stoked am i that honey and i won't have to pay for health care again??  also, the district gives me life insurance money for free, so if i happen to die, honey gets $10,000 for free.  i realize i sound cold and dead inside, because honey has been adamant that he would want me instead, but if he couldn't have me, this district will at least give him some money. for free.  doesn't that mean anything?

what the eff is wrong with me?  i am cold and dead inside.