to be or not to be ... that is my quarter life crisis

you know you're the daughter of an engineer when you think in if/then statements.

is teaching still for me?

if no ... then what do i do with my life?
if yes ... keep going

is hillsdale still the right place for me?
if no ... then do i look for a job closer to home? (ie, saratoga high school???) do i wait and see if the Lord calls us somewhere else next summer?
if yes ... keep going

do i need to see change in order to stay at hillsdale?
if no ... then i will quit teaching ... and return to the top of the diagram
if yes ... then what kind of change do i need to see?
a) change in teaching position -- teach juniors?
b) change in teaching partner -- be free?
c) change in teaching team -- because owen is retiring?

and that is the flowchart in my head. no answers to anything yet.