my team is coming home ...

.. forever!!!!! i'm so drama. but i'm so glad he's coming home ... this means that he'll NEVER be shed of me again. bwahahahahaha *monster laugh*

so i think i am really overwhelmed now. with 2+ weeks to go, i'm totally in denial about the work that needs to be done. people are starting to email me saying "so dude, what do you want me to do? what time do you need me to show up? is there anything you need to give me?" and i can only stare somewhat blankly. there are so many fidgety things in planning a wedding. for all you marrieds-to-be out there: i would STRONGLY encourage the city hall or destination wedding methods ... you will thank me for it later. coordinating for 300 people is NO GOOD. plus, i just don't really know what goes into it, so i'm just struggling to figure it all out.

in happier news ... we called an impromptu pizza lunch for our house today. that makes me happy. planning a pizza fete is something i can handle -- a circus for 300, no thank you.

Lord give me grace to walk this road.