SO haven't posted. i may be avoiding it. :)

it's funny ... i feel like i always fly before radar. like ... karen and i have been living together for over three years, and we've moved twice, but yet ... we haven't thrown a house-warming party.

i get engaged, and i avoid karen and her camera for a good week. no pictures. i avoid posting our story. i roll around with my left hand in my pocket. i think i hide from the big events. i am squeamish about big events.

but i will say this publicly: i adore my team, and i adore being engaged to him. while i am privvy to flipouts and freakouts on a daily basis, he has been a bastion of good sense and zen principles. he has been a star as we begin weeding through this tricky process of the big W. this is my shoutout to him, for being ever so patient with and wonderful to me. lucky me ... i sure tricked him.

be patient with us while we get it together. story forthcoming, i promise.