i think this is the first time today that i've sat down. even when i give activities that are self-monitoring ... i am still doing work. and more work. when does the madness end?

trying to cast my mind onto greener pastures ... drawing a blank. i'm just tired. don't even bother reading this. i'm boring.

ooh. i ate pizza.
ehhhhh ... it was janky pizza though.

i have 12 f's.
oh, but then i only have 95 kids.

i ate a red bartlett pear.
that was tasty.

and my garden has begun sprouting. *happy place* some lettuces have begun growing. i keep peering into the dirt for peas. my little pepper family is happy. my watermelon is growing a new leaf ... it must be adjusting to the soil. and the tomato i thought i killed is kind of wilty, but not dead ... what does it all mean??

and what should i make for dinner tonight? hmm hmm hmm ... what new creations shall spring from my kitchen? what should i make for dessert? the kahlua cheesecake is almost all gone. hmmm ... pear tarts. mmmmm. something salty. cheesy frittata. or maybe ... grilled cheese sandwiches and tomato soup and pear salad.

ahh food. a balm to the battered soul.