finished the notebook. it was a weeper. i want to be the old folks. i can't remember the last time i appreciated a quiet evening at home by myself SO MUCH. course it could be because i haven't done such a thing in a very long time. no need to talk. just sit huddled under the blanket and sniff to myself. deeeee-lightful.

so sunny today. so pretty that i was motivated to shave my legs so they too can see the light of day. i think the last time i shaved was for jaz and marcia's wedding. damn. i am a hairy beast.

upsides:
1. women's group tonight!!
2. hanging out with my roommate kachiu
3. hoping that she'll make me sherry cake

downsides:
1. having to do work, mountains of it
2. watching cal get clobbered by stanfurd
3. knowing that b.e.t. gets to spend time with my team today instead of me