okay -- i have been getting so much flack about the schizophrenia thing. maybe i misunderstood seri. now i firmly believe that i have no idea what it is, and will not be able to recognize if it hit me in the face. statement retracted. off.

things that i am thankful for:
1. rain
2. peter and jae and daniel yu chilling with kapoo and me at kabul's. that was a grip of food.
3. my prayer buddies grace and cindy.
4. kenny in 6th period, and how i've convinced him to buy a cal hat and root for cal
5. prof. adamthwaite and prof. bergmann promptly writing me letters of rec.
6. brea and joella.
7. my sister.
8. cowboy -- and how she keeps me constantly amused.
9. silence.
10. surfing.


things that make me laugh:
1. karen saying ... TO PETER'S FACE ... "what happened to you? you got BIG!"
2. karen poking peter in inappropriate places to demonstrate her point.
3. jae piggybacking off karen's remark and slamming peter like crazy.
4. gene steagall causing trouble in 6th period.
5. jonchang.


things that make me crazy:
1. students (girls) who wear pants so low, all you see is buttcrack.
2. not being able to keep up with school stuff.
3. not being able to figure out what's going on with school stuff.
4. girl in 6th period who kisses mummifed fish -- one that she mummified herself, mind you.
5. girls in all periods flirting and laughing like girls and generally making cow eyes at equally infantile boys.


things that give me hope:
1. evelyn's faith.